Someone elses Star

Author: Hackett79

Like in Bryan Whites states I must be wishing on someone elses star. Because someone else got what I was wish for. I found out the other day that my exeboyfriend is dating someone else. Not just anyone. Someone we both new. As much as I would have liked it to be me, I only wish Brian the best of luck. Brian is my best friend and I want him to be happy. He did so much for me in the past. I could never start to pay him back. Brian if you read this I still love you and always will. I wish you the best in your new relationship. Just never forget me.

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I am so fricken Bored

Author: Hackett79

Well I am so fricken bored today. Not much going on here. And well it doesn't look like my week is getting any better. I had an interview on Friday and Still have not heard any word on it. I am not sure if that's a good or bad thing. But at any given point that still leaves me broke and with nothing to do. I really wish I had some friends to hang out with. But all my friends and life were left back in San Francisco. Thank god for MYSpace. At least there I can communicate with my friends back on the West Coast. I really miss living in California. Its a complicated why I left. But even more complicated why I stay here in Massachusetts.Its not like I am so happy here. But at the same time it could be allot worst too. I could be starving with no place to live.

But I did get some good news. My Ex Boyfriend Brian says he is going to come visit me. He is not sure of the dates yet. But for some reason or another I kind of believe him.But we will see soon enough. To night there is going to be a full Se lure eclipse So be sure to check it out.

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Like Cher says " If I could turn back time "

Author: Hackett79

Its just one of those day. When you wish you could go back into time and change the things that have happened. I mean it just sucks. I am missing Brian my knight on a white horse. I am really wish that what we had in the past was now. I would do anything to see him and to have him hold me all night long. He is the one person in this world that makes me happy. No matter how bad of a day I am having his voice or the site of him makes everything all OK like it never happened. I am sure that he used to feel the same way but I am not so sure that its the same now. I feel like I am all alone in the world. Like life is never going to get better. I am feel trapped. Trapped with noway out. While Brian keeps living life. hanging out with friends and what not. I can't do that. I am stuck. I am not mad about that Brian is doing these things. But I wish I could be part of it. I miss his company so much. He is my best friend and I miss him a lot more than words could ever tell.

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